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[dilly]

like serious? what is it with people losing jobs this year? 3 people i know are losing jobs to either company going under, or no longer needed. t his is bullshit.

Know what else is bullshit? pretending to be happy allt he time. i'm sick of it. I don't feel happy. i'm not going to be happy until i am actually and truly happy. buying myself htings does not work either. (yay consumer whore ness) REading over old posts nad looking at my life for the past 2 months, i know i have happy spots. but more often then not i'm not happy. Not happy with no being able to create, i tell people day in and day out that the answer is no, go do it yourself. Fuck this.

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[dukeskunk.livejournal.com]

*hugs* sorry to hear this is being so hard on you. I can understand what it's like to be working in a situation where you have to opportunity to create (although these last few months that has been less) but the atmosphere of the jobsite sucks the spark out of you so you can not bring yourself to create. I'm going to miss having you around here but at least i'll still have you around as opposed to some soulless husk who happens to get a paycheck from the same place I do, which is what I really think you will turn into if you stay here too much longer. You really need to find a place that is best for you to work at. Maybe try to get a job where Kat works, or with boheemus at his new job doing SOFT collections for the gas company. You would still have the possibility of downtime without the pressure to appear to have the life that is being drained from you.

[blith.livejournal.com]

no more callcentre work. kaput. this is it. seriously. i will not be a call centre junkie.

[dukeskunk.livejournal.com]

Any idea where you want to work?