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[dilly]

like serious? what is it with people losing jobs this year? 3 people i know are losing jobs to either company going under, or no longer needed. t his is bullshit.

Know what else is bullshit? pretending to be happy allt he time. i'm sick of it. I don't feel happy. i'm not going to be happy until i am actually and truly happy. buying myself htings does not work either. (yay consumer whore ness) REading over old posts nad looking at my life for the past 2 months, i know i have happy spots. but more often then not i'm not happy. Not happy with no being able to create, i tell people day in and day out that the answer is no, go do it yourself. Fuck this.

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[serawench.livejournal.com]

You know that I'm here if you need me, despite my current situation. I care about you and if you need support or help or anything, you let me know. *hugs*

[blith.livejournal.com]

i certyainly will. *hugs back* i think i just need a change of job.. so.. non-retail!

[blondebeaker.livejournal.com]

Awww Hun. (this sucks when one doesn't know what to do)

*hugs*

[blith.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

[redhotlips.livejournal.com]

I hear ya. In an ideal world we'd all work where our skills, talents and desires are best used.

*sighs*

[blith.livejournal.com]

too bad this world isn't that ideal. oh well. i'll find somehting, or i'll go back to shcool. either or. been putting off school for far too long.

[corwyn13.livejournal.com]

Why are you so unhappy, sister?

If it makes you feel better, I have the picture you made me of Danika & Byron is hanging in my room not just once but twice! I loves it! :)

And I loves you! ©

[blith.livejournal.com]

Just all the pretending to be happy at work, Feeling like i HAVE to plaster a simle on my face before i go, it makes me terribly unhappy!

Adn that does make me happy. i'm glad i could give you something like that.

[dukeskunk.livejournal.com]

*hugs* sorry to hear this is being so hard on you. I can understand what it's like to be working in a situation where you have to opportunity to create (although these last few months that has been less) but the atmosphere of the jobsite sucks the spark out of you so you can not bring yourself to create. I'm going to miss having you around here but at least i'll still have you around as opposed to some soulless husk who happens to get a paycheck from the same place I do, which is what I really think you will turn into if you stay here too much longer. You really need to find a place that is best for you to work at. Maybe try to get a job where Kat works, or with boheemus at his new job doing SOFT collections for the gas company. You would still have the possibility of downtime without the pressure to appear to have the life that is being drained from you.

[blith.livejournal.com]

no more callcentre work. kaput. this is it. seriously. i will not be a call centre junkie.

[dukeskunk.livejournal.com]

Any idea where you want to work?

[silvoxfer.livejournal.com]

Am I to take it I'm not the only one unemployed by the end of the week then?

[blith.livejournal.com]

your going to be unemployeed as well?!? WTF?

[silvoxfer.livejournal.com]

MY choice on the matter. Looking for my apprenticeship.

[blith.livejournal.com]

ok, your forgiven then! *snugs*

[raist23m.livejournal.com]

I don't really know what to tell you, except to make it a point to push away the unhappiness for at least a little bit each day, and find a reason to laugh.

www.rathergood.com is always a good help for that...

[blith.livejournal.com]

i've been trying that for 5 months. i can't handle being fake anymore.

:<

[slickscale.livejournal.com]

Maybe this will help for a minute or two: http://www.birdchick.com/2006/02/giant-disapproval.html

Re: :<

[blith.livejournal.com]

bestest best best bunny ever! it's like a dog and bunny all in one! i want one..

[only-kiara.livejournal.com]

Wish I could help. Unfortunately, all I can offer is understanding and hugs.

~huggs~