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i know why i'm in a foul mood. but t's so foul, don't want to talk to anyone. see anyone ordeal with anyone. thinking about it makes me break into tears.

don;t want to say anything because know my voice wll have bite behind it, and it's nothing the other person has one.

want to hang out with people on my day soff. but know it won't happen because no one is free when am. everyone else seems to get weekends off. won't till prolly january. and there s nothing i can do about it. nothing i can do about no one seemingly to be free when have off ether. mght have a sunday off comng up, but f know how work is going, i'll be going in anyways.

argh.