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oh-kay, so i start my job tomorrow, More nervous about biking down there, As i live on 97th street.. and this job is on 142nd ish street. that is forty ish blocks there and 40 back. we'll see if i amke it, or bust out some of my greyhound monie for bus tckets. (which i hope not, i'm still busted for going home)

on that note, i don't think i'm goign to make it home. i've about given up hope on it. really. so i'll miss Jace's wedding, and i'll miss seeing my grandmother. (who i haven't seen in um.. 3-4 years now)

this is a fuck. it really is.. i should ahve bought the ticket when i had monies... would ahve advoided this all then. FUCKSOZORS!