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Oct. 6th, 2007 09:28 pm*curls up*
so i have no idea if clever forgot about me, or what the story is, according to him, he said on friday he would arrange a ride to pick me up after work, so i could have some semblence of a thanksgiving dinner today. well.. no one was at work when i left, so i have no idea whats going on, and i'm kicking myself for not arranging a ride myself like i usually do, because i HATE being forgotten about. it really is a huge fear of mine. it goes for any situation.
so yea, had a cry over it. being stupidly girlie emotional.
so i have no idea if clever forgot about me, or what the story is, according to him, he said on friday he would arrange a ride to pick me up after work, so i could have some semblence of a thanksgiving dinner today. well.. no one was at work when i left, so i have no idea whats going on, and i'm kicking myself for not arranging a ride myself like i usually do, because i HATE being forgotten about. it really is a huge fear of mine. it goes for any situation.
so yea, had a cry over it. being stupidly girlie emotional.

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Date: 2007-10-07 04:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-10-07 04:29 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-10-07 04:24 am (UTC)I offered a friend from Bonnyville a place to crash. I've been waiting around ALL DAY waiting for some sort of indication of when he'd get here. I guess that Saturday dinner isn't on him, after all.
Oddly enough I'm not stupidly girlie emotional over it. something snapped when I found out the ex was dating someone else. or it could've been the typed tongue lashing I gave him for brushing me off... anyway. I've been in a surprisingly GOOD mood since then.
oh and let's not start on my turncoat roommate.
so here, I'm sending some happy-in-spite-of-suckage vibes your way. ~hugs~
I might be in town Monday-Tue AM - let me know if you've got some free time. :) not sure if I"m going yet, but it's a maybe.
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Date: 2007-10-07 04:28 am (UTC)i'm only girlie emitional because of the gates of hell (my cervix) are trying to let out the demons (my period) nad wreck havic ont he world. :)
btw, my cervix is not the pearly gates of heaven, they are the gates of hell, as i swear lately, hell is residing in my uterus and is fighting to get out! i want my abdomin pain to go away...
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Date: 2007-10-07 04:46 am (UTC)but yeah, I get that. fortunately that's a good week and a half away for me yet. ~more hugs, tho~
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Date: 2007-10-07 05:00 pm (UTC)We haven't forgotten about you, hun! Promise!
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Date: 2007-10-07 08:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-10-08 08:41 pm (UTC)