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[dilly]

I'm so lost at the moment as to where i'm going to take my art next for the next level. i want to do art school, but terrerfied of it. Specially since the one i want to go to is not in edmonton. which would mean leaving everything i know and love here to follow that career path. but i suck at essays and writing assignments. XD as my abundant of spelling errors in this journal will tell you.

I also love my job. (as soon as my boss leaves. and she technically isn't my boss)

i take inspirations From Missmonster, Dracothorpe, Jkat, kimbo Demonica, Frisket, Hollyann, Kappy, and many more. (these just name a few) i'm just lost as to where to go. not happy with how my art is turning out. it's a style but not my style. havne't done anything bright omg neon in ages. i think tomorrow i'm going to go buy a bunch of neon colours and let loose for a while. Maybe a few cheap shoes to paint up for all Fur fun. (haha.. )

i feel too dark. i need light! LIGHT! dammit.

Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet,
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams

W.B. Yeats

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i could benefit from better techniques and better ways of doing things. just feel like i'm stumbling int he dark witht he odd moment of brilliance as to how somehting is accomplished.