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Feb. 28th, 2006 06:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dillylike serious? what is it with people losing jobs this year? 3 people i know are losing jobs to either company going under, or no longer needed. t his is bullshit.
Know what else is bullshit? pretending to be happy allt he time. i'm sick of it. I don't feel happy. i'm not going to be happy until i am actually and truly happy. buying myself htings does not work either. (yay consumer whore ness) REading over old posts nad looking at my life for the past 2 months, i know i have happy spots. but more often then not i'm not happy. Not happy with no being able to create, i tell people day in and day out that the answer is no, go do it yourself. Fuck this.
Know what else is bullshit? pretending to be happy allt he time. i'm sick of it. I don't feel happy. i'm not going to be happy until i am actually and truly happy. buying myself htings does not work either. (yay consumer whore ness) REading over old posts nad looking at my life for the past 2 months, i know i have happy spots. but more often then not i'm not happy. Not happy with no being able to create, i tell people day in and day out that the answer is no, go do it yourself. Fuck this.
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Date: 2006-03-01 02:45 am (UTC)